The leaves on the trees outside my apartment windows are about 47% yellow, 53% green. And I feel the same.
Half of me wants to hold on to this year. How can it almost be over already?
The other half is ready for a change. I’m listening to different music. Wearing different clothes. Going to different restaurants.
So this month, I kept notes in my own literal little black book of the things that helped ease me into that change.
These are my yellow leaves.
Welcome to the October Black Book.
—Lanny.